O yes i got into mi fers choices once again for electives.. or jus mayb bcos mi electives arent veri popular..
im so glad i dint choose ironman cos i wld b wasting mi points.. n err.. i recently read an article abt dis man
n a grp of pple
hu ran 32 km which is frm orchard rd all the way to changi airport.. n err 100km of cycling.. n 18km of swimming
n dey had to complete one such trialatalon every single day 10 times for 10 days..
like crazy 10000km of cycling.. 320km or funning. 180km of swimming
dis 10-day long marathon is called the IRONMAN MARATHON(:
but well so cool u nver noe ur body can b pushed to such limits..

today trng was good
im having one more extra coach apart frm Mr Lim n coach himself... called kevin.. hu has graduated frm NUS n is damn tall...n nice uh? okay i mus eat mi breakfast for nxt trng cos i was suffering frm low blood sugar dat i was on the verge of fainting..

u noe i haf nver regretted joining soccer..nt dat i din enjoy mi cross days.. but jus dat dey weren't as fulfilling n prolly wasn wad i was looking for.. it's much more competitive but here.. u so noe dat everybody is gng to back u up..
wen u make a mistake.. pple shout at u mildly
but after dat u noe it's all for ur own good
n off pitch every1 frens again, patting each other backs

jus like today.. i couldn throw during gameplay n made so mani pple pissed wif mi.. JJ was screaming alr.. JM was trying to b nice n telling mi hu to throw to... n coach was shouting=P
den jasmin told mi after dat dat she wanted to shout at mi alr jus dat she scared coach angry.. den jolyn told mi she was like i kip getting the ball den throw den cum baq to mi again den i throw such a lousy throw...
but it made mi scared
o wells but i shouted miself oso.. cos coach told mi to take care of the backline.. n asked mi to shout to dem if deres like nobody marking sumbody..

o ya n fartlag was good(: but lousy in a certain sense cos i was listening to imaginary "Stop" the sun was scorching until mi face was burning lah.. esp. the walking part.. which made mi wna give up but jasmin pushed mi on thou she cld haf like finished much much faster wifout mi.. xie le(:


actly yesterdae went jiemin told mi dat next wk is the frenly matches alr n i hadta play i was super inconfident i was praying so hard dat coach wld jus say farah shall play all the way..
n today wen i was doing weight.. he came to mi n said: i tell u fers ah nxt wk match.. im playing u.. den he turned n walked off even thou i huh damn loudly.. cos i really SO dun wna play..
den after today game play.. i changed mi mind
mayb after all i wna play n gain exp. n ya.. previously i was tinking i wldn mind if the yr 1 cuming in nxt yr n farah wld b chosen for top 20.. but now i tink it matters to mi alot if im nt getting chosen
o wells basically i tink mr lim has been very understanding n patient wif mi n i dun wna let him down.. n i appreciate the fact dat he always cums down to train mi farah n joel despite his exams.. n he even got one more coach to help out jus to make dis coaching extra specialised since he tinks dat we r nt improving under him
n coach told mi dat he will burn a CD to see the way i goalkeep.. n ya despite how lousy i am i feel so fortunate dat everybody is still so patient wif mi n i so hafta admit dat im damn slow in mi learning n im damn blur..

all dat im saying is frm mi bottom of mi heart..
n yaa.. the word "trng" to mi is no longer meaningless(:
anymore((((: